ALON SERPER’S ALARPM 7th & PAR 11TH WORLD CONGRESS ACTION RESEARCH WORKSHOP PRESENTATION-   WEDSNESDAY AUGUST 23rd 2006 – 16:30-17:45, A-HALL 163 STREAM 6: OPEN SPACE/CREATIVITY

 

The Title in the Proceeding

 

An Ethically-Laden Heuristic Approach to An Ontological Living Theory of An Individual’s Being-In-The-World

 

I think the title should really be

 

A More Ethical, Dignifying. Authentic and Humanistic Heuristic Approach to the Studying and Conceptualisation of the Human Subject and Human Existence

 

CONCISE SUMMARY OF MY ACTION RESEARCH WORLD CONGRESS REFLECTIVE ENCOUNTER WITH MY AUDIENCE AT MY DEDICATED TIME SLOT

 

 

August 23rd (Wednesday)  Session 3 (16.45 - 17.45 h)

 

An Ethically-Laden Heuristic Approach to An Ontological Living Theory of An Individual’s Being/Becoming-In-The-World

 

 

I. INTRODUCTION:

 

It is my wish here to complement my mechanistic, linguistic and disembodied text in the proceedings where I described my passion and ambition and to liven and humanise them with my actual presence here and now.

 

I am no longer a discursive text, linguistic words and texts nor am, myself, and my feelings, experiences, values and beliefs detached and disembodied linguistic ideas, statements, propositions, abstractions, symbols and concepts. 

 

I am an actual, applied, real-world embodied, living and emerging human being who is striving to reflectively convey and share with other human beings, fellow colleagues and peers, my own living embodied, autoethnographical life story:

 

I am talking about the living and embodied story of Who I am; What I want and seek to have and achieve in and for my life; What is important and of value to me and my life; How and what I seek to educationally, ontologically, epistemologically and ethically relate and contribute to you.

 

This includes, embraces and embodies the following: What gives me the optimal experiences of dignity, integrity, gratification (self-gratification), empowerment and self-actualisation, as well as those experiences of ontological/existential meaning, security and sustainability, productivity and being productive, constructive and ethical and well-being; And, equally, what I should like to push forwards within, for and as my professional life and my mode of developing, increasing and enriching the meanings of my life and practice. 

 

Still, I am aspiring to do so and convey my story in the clearest and most engaging, living, human-all-too-human, applicable/applied and authentic manner feasible. 

 

I am talking about a manner that is the most optimally beneficial, productive, constructive and contributing (educational and epistemological) to the fulfilment of its intention. 

 

I am talking about doing so within an open and public manner that transcends the inner self-reflecting self and reaching the potential interest of other human beings and researchers. 

 

I think this ontologically, de facto, by essence and intention embraces structure, discipline, rigour and being self-aware, self-disciplined and self-critical. 

 

This implies constructing and developing methods and methodology and a heuristic tool and approach for the conveyance to you my living, autoethnographical, personal story.  This is by which to convey myself to you and this wholly embodied and wholly human-all-too-human aspects of myself and my ontological, ethical, educational and epistemological aspects of my being/becoming-in-the-world. 

 

 

This for me is namely contemplating and planning and making plans in regards to the implementation, fulfilment and actualisation of one’s intentions and aspirations and implementing and sticking to one’s plans. 

 

And my intention here is to construct, develop, clarify and convey for the critical engagement and hopeful/intentional convinction of my colleagues and peers, namely you and yours’, this heuristic tool. 

 

This is so as to contribute to, develop and push forward my field of interest, intention and practice: namely the field of conceptualising the person and the authentic/naturalistic, embodied, engaging, living, applicable/applied and ostensive phenomenological meanings of being a person in the world and applicable, real-world, real-life, real-living, applied situations and scenarios.  

 

 

 

 

 

 

Still, this act of planning and making plans equally implies for me making sure to the best of one and my own ability that the plan and planning and their phenomenological meanings, essences and intentions could be critically engaged with, reflected upon, scrutinised, followed, evaluated and re-evaluated by both the planner himself/herself and those who are interrelating with him/her and in turn are engaging with the planning and with whom the planner is intentionally engaging. 

 

 

I am talking with you and am telling you the story of my embodied passion.  I am seeking to engage with you, convey, describe, clarify and explain to you.  I am publicly and reflectively sharing with you what is important and of value to me; what presently and for quite a while now fulfils, empowers and nourishes me. 

 

 

I am publicly and reflectively sharing with you what presently provides meaning, sense of productivity and self-actualisation, ontological security and sustainability and gratification to my present and emerging life, my professional practice and intentions for my future and future development.  And what I am presently intending as my Sartrean life’s work, dedication and commitment and professional career and its development, empowerment and actualisation. 

 

I am looking for a space and a manner to study and critically, methodologically and heuristically engage with human existence and its applied/applicable, phenomenological meanings for the real-life, concrete, living and embodied individuals that embody and live and lead it. 

 

This is as well as for a space and niche for a more authentic, dignifying human-all-too-human and empowering human expression and self-expression, human integrity and dignity, human autonomy, self-construction, self-development and self-conceptualisation. 

 

This is within an authentic, embodied, applicable/applied, engaging and living, yet structured, systematic, methodological, disciplined and self-critical fashion.  One that is entailing and embodying a heuristics of and a heuristic tool and approach to human existence and the human subject.

 

 

 

 

 

I am using myself, my critical and progressing psychological, self-educational and ethical self-study, my autoethnographical life-story and my ontology, reflectivity and ethics as an embodiment, exemplification and illustration of an embodied general academic phenomenon within the human, educational and social sciences and as a human-all-too-human phenomenon. 

 

Doing this in this manner is an important part of my argument. 

 

 

II. MY ARGUMENT

 

In my work as a theoretical humanistic critical psychologist of human existence, personality psychologist and a clinician, I have been criticising the endeavours of my colleagues and my field to produce and develop general propositional statements and hypotheses about and in regards to what it is, implies and means to be human and an individual in the world.  And then to spend their research enquiries providing evidence for these statements/hypotheses and their validation and legitimation for the convinction of colleagues and peers in the same field and discipline of interest and practices. 

 

This is as the most appropriate form and structure for what they endeavour to explain, describe, convey and account for - More appropriate than the other statements/hypotheses for the explanation, description, clarification and conveyance of what these specific phenomena are, mean and involve. 

 

This is the normal, conventional routine and practice in the academia.  And the one we have been trained in from the beginning of our academic training.  There was no mainstream questioning it and we have learned and been pressured to internalise it and to take it for granted as the appropriate and most valid and reliable form of research and researching.  Moreover, attempts to question it were called unscientific, poetic, subjective, undisciplined, folk-psychological and irrelevant.

 

 

Still, I have felt that such normal and conventional research practices objectify, mechanise, reduce and disembody the human subject from himself/herself and these phenomena that are directly embodied and lived by him/her and sought to be lived well, meaningfully, gratifyingly and constructively/productively. 

 

I was wondering what happens to the actual living human being whose existence those practitioners colleagues of mine are trying to explain, describe, theorise and conceptualise.  I was reflecting on my own life’s struggles and existential dilemmas and struggles to find meaning, gratification, self-actualisation, empowerment and productivity, as well as on the struggling, confused, self-transforming and self-constructing person, endeavouring to do and achieve the same, that I knew from my clinical and mundane engagement with him/her.  For me, to treat this human subject as general, disembodied, statements and hypotheses is offensive, insulting, degrading and dehumanising.

 

 

It seems to me that they – those academic researchers in the traditional academia - and in fact we and us (as I have been a part of this) are talking among themselves/ourselves about him/her and using him/her for the communication and systematic clarification for our own convinction, validation and legitimation of these disembodied and generalising propositional statements about him/her.  I equally consider this to be an act of reductionism, degradation and dehumanisation.

 

I asked and am still asking why not enabling individuals to provide their own descriptions, analysis and applied/applicable, critical and systematic evaluations of and for their life and being/becoming-in-the-world and their living and leading it: Specifically, What gives them their meaning, productivity, self-actualisation, gratification and empowerment.

 

III. An Illustration: An email from a colleague:

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Let me give you an applied illustration for this from real-life academia:

 

Here is an email that was sent last week, two days prior to my coming here, to academic researchers at the University of Bath:

 

Giving handouts of the email to the participants in my workshop

 

Social Networks in Higher Education Organisations: Call for Participants:

 

 

We are carrying out a long-term study of working relationships amongst academic staff in UK Higher Education. 



The study will investigate the ways in which positive and negative relationships arise in the academic workplace. We will track the long-term development of these relationships, and evaluate their positive and negative impacts upon individual effectiveness, career progression, job satisfaction and personal well-being.

 

If you are planning to commence employment in a teaching capacity as a lecturer in the HE sector during Autumn 2006, we would be interested in talking to you about your experiences of working relationships. Following the commencement of your new job we would first send you several questionnaires and then conduct a series of interviews.  During the interviews you would be offered £10 per hour as compensation for your time (please note: this does not apply to the time taken filling out the questionnaires).   Any information obtained in the course of these conversations would be treated in the strictest confidence, and you would never be required to identify any colleague by name.

 

 

If you would like to participate in our study, please contact:

 

Name, personal details and address

 

  Let me read it with you and show you my meanings using it as a real-life illustration of my abstraction and what I am trying to constructively and applicably criticise.

 

AN ILLUSTRATION:

I have received an email last week just before coming to Groningen:

 

Title- The title of the email is:


Social Networks in Higher Education Organisations: Call for Participants:


And it begins by saying:


We are carrying out a long-term study of working relationships amongst academic staff in UK Higher Education. :

And I ask who is ‘We’ – I want to know who is talking to and assumingly with me.


And it goes on to say:


The study will investigate the ways in which positive and negative relationships arise in the academic workplace. We will track the long-term development of these relationships, and evaluate their positive and negative impacts upon individual effectiveness, career progression, job satisfaction and personal well-being.

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Hence, for me The self-concealing researchers/academics have constructed a propositional statement that they seek to study, refute or reject and as convincingly, systematically, methodologically and clearly as they can convey to their colleagues and peers and the re-evaluation and critical engagement of these colleagues and peers: I think this study is being carried out as part of a Doctor of Philosophy study/enquiry though I am not sure:

 

Anyway the propositional statement goes as follows: [the statement]

Positive and negative relationships arise in the academic workplace and affect the academic performance, progression, job satisfaction and personal well-being of academics:.-

 

This is in contradiction of such propositional statements as ‘each academic is an isolated island on its own and not affected by social interactions and interrelationships’.

 

Now – the email goes on

 

 


If you are planning to commence employment in a teaching capacity as a lecturer in the Higher Education sector during Autumn 2006, we would be interested in talking to you about your experiences of working relationships. Following the commencement of your new job we would first send you several questionnaires and then conduct a series of interviews.  During the interviews you would be offered £10 per hour as compensation for your time (please note: this does not apply to the time taken filling out the questionnaires).   Any information obtained in the course of these conversations would be treated in the strictest confidence, and you would never be required to identify any colleague by name.

 

Thus – The concealed researchers (namely, the mysterious ‘we’) turn to the beginner higher education lecturers whose well-being, job satisfaction and career progression they wish to study.  This is in relation to their working relationships and interrelationships with their colleagues and peers.  This is namely the hypothesis/statement

 

The researcher (i.e. The mysterious ‘we’) come to the beginner lecturers with this propositional statement of theirs’ and conduct structured interviews and email them questionnaires that they set in advance to study their propositional statement. The researched participants (namely, the beginner lecturers) answer the questionnaires and the interviews’ questions.  The researchers gain data, take notes of the replies, keep some sort of memos and records. 

 

Then they analyse the data and replies in terms of their propositional statement.  At which point the participants and their embodied ontology, existence and ethics are gone, vanished into the abysse {Frankl’s cat}: reduced into replies and data.

 

[Viktor Frankl’s Cat: How Frankl described the problem of reducing the human subject}

 

In 2002, I gave a short presentation to the Psychology Department at Bath and described the mechanisation and reductionism of the human subject as the following:

This was point 4 of the/my presentation then

“4. What is meant by Reductionism and Mechanising:  Illustration

 

There is a nice story that I have borrowed from Frankl and used years ago to tell my audience about reductionism and to illustrate the problem within a visual narrative and theatrical acting-like practice that involved bringing a cat to my astonished audience.

 

The story goes like that

 

Two people go see the rabbi because they have a quarrel.  Reuben claims Shimon’s cat has eaten the pot of butter he has left on the balcony.  How much butter was there asks the old and tired rabbi.  Five pounds answers Reuben.  We shall soon see mumbles the rabbi, and so he grabs the cat [like so], picks it up by the neck, weighs it, and finds out that it weights exactly five pounds.  Now, says the rabbi staring at the cat, we know, where the butter is, but where has the cat gone?.

 

Now imagine the cat is man [the human subject] and the rabbi is empirical psychologists and (as a humanist I cannot resist the temptation) psychoanalysis.

 

Empirical psychology was so busy defining itself as conscious/mental experiences, behaviour/s, representations, neuro-physiology, human faculties/capabilities, dynamic naturalistic relationships, discourses, social interactions and interrelationships, methodologies, quantitatives and qualities and their objective/scientific/systematic/reliable studying that like the rabbi it sees only those things - man [the human subject], his/her embodied living and ethics of living well and ethically for himself/herself has been mechanised, reduced and disappeared.  Those elements consumed him/her. 

 

The psycho-analysts are especially great at this. 'Now we have found unconscious desires, repressed feelings, childhood and infant events and whatever else we have been seeking', they shout in great ecstasy, staring at the shadow in the human form which is sitting on their couch, like the rabbi, who is holding the cat, but wait a minute where has man (namely the patient whose fees have just got me this lovely jaguar that is parked outside) gone?".   

 

I used to have many psycho-analysts friends.  Then I told this story.  Now I have none.”

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The researchers write a concise report of whether and to what extent Positive and negative relationships arise in the academic workplace and affect the academic performance, progression, job satisfaction and personal well-being and present it to colleagues and peers for their convinction and legitimacy;

 

They draw on the analysis and interpretation of the data, replies of the participants and their level and degree of fitting the propositional statement.:

 

Now! Where is the actual living and embodied beginner lecturer who is planning and aspiring to advance his life and professional career, self-empower and self-actualise? For me – He/she is being swallowed by the propositional statements and hypothesis.  He/she is gone replaced by the propositional statements and hypotheses of him/her and his/her life/ontology and ethics, how to live and practice well, productively, gratifyingly and meaningfully for himself/herself

 

I am talking about the person who is struggling with colleagues and peers and with politics of truth and trying to make sense and the most out of these struggles of his/her –

 

For those of you who have read Jack Whitehead’s 1993 account on his relationships with colleagues and peers and the living contradiction he experienced between what he felt was a continuous act of bullying and harassment and a severe existential menace to his career and the success and well-being he felt when he managed to come up and develop his Living Educational Theory approach you’d know who this person is or could be:

 

As for me - Having received this email: I felt dehumanised, objectified, reduced, mechanised, degraded and humiliated.  I do not feel the researchers of this study would even begin to have an epistemological and educational idea/clue of who I am, what is important to me, what I am passionate about, what I want and aspire to construct and achieve in my life and my professional practice and career for myself and my field;

 

And what my well-being, self-fulfilment and experiences of job satisfaction and career progression really, meaningfully and truly are, mean for me and made of. 

 

They may be able to say that they have followed the traditional academic rules in regards to empirical, scientific objective and systematic conduct. 

 

But I do not believe they will not have what they have strived to study and evaluate and convey to their field, colleagues and peers: What it means to be beginner lecturer as firsthand account and relate and interrelate to/with the world as one.

 

The epistemology, ontology, ethics and ethos will be jeopardised but no one can blame them for being poetic, folk-psychological, undisciplined and non empirical psychology.

 

I am really furious about my field and discipline.  I am determined to change and improve it.  I am an Action Researcher who by definition is trying to improve his field, his ontology and his practice.  I am here in this World Congress discussing this.

 

The email concludes by saying

 

If you would like to participate in our study, please contact:

 

 

 

 

And here a name and details are provided

 

 

 

Well, I certainly would not do this in this way.  I will forfeit my 10 pounds profit meet the researcher whom I know and have been socialising with on a cup of tea and coffee and have a non-impositional, ungrounded, human-all-too-human conversation with him/her, telling her/him what is going on with me and hearing from him/her about what has been happening with him/her.  He/she will have to acknowledge me as a human being rather than as someone that is mechanistically used to prove or reject/refute his/her statement/hypothesis about me, my life, ontology, ethos and ethics and my practiced relationships as an academic.  I refuse being mechanised into the provision of evidence for the acceptance or rejection of an hypothesis.  I refuse to jeopardise my humanity for the sake of what is thought – erroneously I believe – to constitute  ‘good’ ‘valid’/’reliable’ academic research practice

 

I am full of rage regarding this mechanisation and reductionism.  I love my field and what I am seeking to constructively do and feel an obligation for it: and am seeking and am devoting my being and practice to do it well, constructively and meaningfully.  I am doing this to provide my life and what I am doing with meaning, life affirming energy (Georges Batailles; Jack Whitehead) and to be an ethical, productive and contributing being.  I regard being social as being ethical and I am yet to encounter a person who has not contributed and taught me something [even if it is about myself in the world] within our social encounter.  I am hoping to contribute something to you with this encounter and that you have picked up something from it.

 

It is my ontological need to do something meaningful, empowering and productive and - for my passionate position, view, perspective and sake - to improve, develop and push forward my field of passion and active (implementing) practice and intention and my own embodied/embedded practice and reflective practice within it that has led to my becoming an action researcher, do what I do and seek to be doing in my life/practice and [to] do well – gratifyingly, productively and meaningful – as optimally as I can and am able to:  This is one of the main reasons for my being here as an Action Researcher in an Action Research World Congress.

 

 

 

 

IV. What Is My Intention Here In This Presentation?

 

I am basing my work on the aspiration to stay away from and to distant myself from the Utopic, ideological and idealistic and to be practical, applicable methodological, empirical and epistemological: And to stick to a pragmatic, applied, constructive and applicable, empirical and methodological type of engagement, critical and heuristic enquiry/enquiring and work.  This is a crucial part of my work, thesis and argument. 

 

Thus, in this presentation, within what I have just talked about, I am going to tell you my own embodied, authentic, ostensive, living and emerging and wholly dynamic life’s story and personal narrative. 

 

I am embodying my embodied propositions, declarations, views, values intents, plans and beliefs within my life’s, living and progressive personal narrative of myself as an academic, a researcher, clinician, autoethnographer, ontological living theory action researcher and a human being. 

 

This is within my methodological, ethical, educational and epistemological endeavour to discipline and systematise it for your understanding, critical engagement and benefit. 

 

 

 

I have recently shifted my ontology and practice from traditional empirical, experimentalist social and human science into personal, autoethnographical, embodied and living narratives, World Wide Web Blogs and Bloggings and post-propositional ontological living theory action research accounts:  This is as a result of what I have just said and illustrated.

 

I have analysed and critically enquired into my new field of practice.

 

I have concluded that

 

 

In general the enquiries and the wordings of their questions are essentially of value and significance and can be followed by the practitioners of the ethos and the field of the narratives and accounts to which they are intended. 

 

Still - Most blogs and bloggings are widely considered to be too personal and embodied and disorganised and undisciplined, and not as publicly, educationally and epistemologically contributing and of value and even relevance to others as they could be and could have been. 

 

Similarly, within my reading and critically engaging with Living Educational Theory writings, I thought they are too confined within a narrowed scope, practice, interest and intention.  This is rather than the more global, inclusive, common and shared scope and niche of the ontological human-all-too-human interest, ethics and practice.  I also thought they are not as disciplined and systematic as they could have been in their immense potential. 

 

 

I was looking for a question that, as far as its wording is concerned, can be related, followed and interrelated and engaged with by all living human beings in common.  This is by virtue of and within their common ontological essence and living embodiment of their being human and their following a more ontological, disciplined, systematic and human-all-too-human scope, structure, niche and interest and a heuristics of human existence. 

 

I thought that this way, those professional academics, like myself, who are interested in the phenomenon of what it is to be a person in the world could merely read and engage with embodied, living, relational and dynamic accounts without imposing on them and inflicting on them our own ontologies, views, propositions and statements about the phenomenon of being a person. 

 

Our engagement would be bringing to them, as a possible living, applied, applicable and embodied illustration, our own ontological living theories account of what being human and leading a meaningful and productive existence means for us within our own embodied being in the world as us.  And letting them express themselves and construct, develop and offer their own ontological living theories of what it is to be them and leading a meaningful and productive existence in the world as them.

 

Clinically, and I am essentially a personality psychologist, my principal claim here is that my being a psychologist of human existence and the human subject does not make me an expert on what it means to be one.  Merely living it and the being/becoming it is what makes me an expert in and on the meanings of being the human subject that I am, am existing and emerging as and am interested in and fascinated with. 

 

Furthermore, I believe my interference with others’ existence and endeavours to conceptualise, clarify, explain and convey it can merely mean objectifying, dehumanising and mechanising them and interfering with their integrity, autonomy, authenticity and dignity and most basic human rights: the right to engage with their own life and their expression, reflective, re-evaluation and experience of it.  I call this interference an imposition and impositional. 

 

In my present practice I am striving to create a human all too human heuristic question that could guide personal, autoethnographical, phenomenological, ontological living action research enquiries and accounts and relate and interrelate them with each other as what I like to call a constructive/applied, critical humanistic, post-propositional, embodied, living, dynamic psychology of human existence that is authentic, reflective, reflexive, dynamic, applied, applicable and relational.

 

I have recently found a heuristic question that I like and that I think is an appropriate one for the implementation, fulfilment and actualisations of my plans, intentions, ontology, reflective practice, autoethnography and planning.  I should like to introduce and rationalise this heuristic question of mine to you and your understanding, critical engagement, convinction and legitimacy within the most convincing, applicable, empowering, self-actualising, dignifying, gratifying, interesting and contributing manner that I can.  This is what I am reflectively practicing and doing and striving to develop, push forwards, empower and do well, constructively, productively meaningfully and gratifyingly.

 

 

V. Introduction to the Question, its intention, essence and meaning:

 

I am talking about the question:

 

'How do I lead a more meaningful, productive/constructive, ontologically securing and sustainable, gratifying, dignifying, fulfilling, empowering and contributing existence in, with and towards the world for myself?' 

 

I am talking about a question that I am suggesting and am working on developing it as the following: 

 

First - An embodied, applied/applicable, constructive, living and human-all-too-human mode of the following: Living and engaging and ostensive guidance, structure and evaluation and self-reevaluation in and of Reflective Practice, Practitioner and Action Research and Living Theory Action Research and personal autoethnographical narratives and life’s stories. 

 

Second - Embodied, applied/applicable, living, dynamic, critical, evaluative, relational, educational and epistemological standards of judgement for such accounts. 

 

Third - An embodied, humanistic, applied, applicable and constructive heuristic mode of critically reflective and reflexive enquiry/ing into one’s embodied, lived, experienced and living ontology, epistemology, self-education, ethics and ethos.

 

Indeed, by heuristics I am meaning an applied/applicable and well-structured form of guidance, structure and nourishment. 

 

I am talking about a form of guidance and structure that enables, sustains, nourishes and encourages the rigorous, systematic, critical, self-critical and methodological, progressive and developing enquiry and enquiring into an issue of public concern and interest.

 

I am talking about a structured form that permits and actualises the productive and constructive dealing with such an enquiry/ing and intentionally and applicably providing applied, meaningful and constructive solutions and answers for its/the intended field and area of enquiry and enquiring.  Hence, I am talking about a constructive, applied and applicable form/structure.

 

This is coupled with the enabling and nourishment of a reflective and reflexive enquiring into and furthering of such an enquiry.  The latter namely denotes its development and the enrichment of its quality, profoundness, rigour and public interest.   Thus I am meaning a dynamic and progressive form/structure.

 

I am talking about a form that enables the systematic, evaluative, reflective and critical engagement, comprehension and interrelation of an engager who has not been himself/herself involved in the enquiry itself and yet is able to engage with it and benefit from it.  Thus I am talking about an intentionally and essentially relational and inter-relational form/structure.

 

I am specifically talking about the issue of dealing with and conceptualising human existence and the being/becoming, existing and living of a person in the world within an empirical, systematic, academic, methodological and critical fashion that is equally embodied, ostensive, living, phenomenological, poetic, dynamic and applicable, whilst contributing to the public and enlightening understanding, conceptualising, clarifying and explaining human phenomena and ontological experiences.

 

My intention is certainly to construct a formal and open/public form of studying, enquiring into, analysing, evaluating, conceptualising, clarifying and conveying one’s embodied, self-constructing (auto-poietic), living and emerging existence and being/becoming-in-the-world and its embodied meanings for oneself.  This is namely what is significant, of value and importance for oneself and one’s integrity, well-being, self-actualisation, empowerment, self-fulfilment, ontological security and sustainability.

 

I am talking about an academic, educational, epistemological, empowering, productive/constructive, contributing, rigorous, critical, systematic and evaluative form of ontological self-study and self-studying. 

 

I am talking about a form that with its attempt to be and to exemplify its being critical, systematic, methodical and evaluative, is nonetheless human-all-too-human and wholly embodied within living, self-constructive and struggling human beings as perceived by the existential and humanistic philosophies and psychologies - notably within their critiques of empirical psychologies and psychoanalytic and psychodynamic psychologies. 

 

I am talking about a form of heuristic enquiry that is ontologically and ethically wholly based upon and committed to human dignity, integrity, autonomy, empowerment and personal agency. 

 

I am thus talking about a form that is evasive of the disembodied, objectifying, impersonal, alienating, severing, mechanistic, dehumanising and reductive elements of the traditional movements of positivism, empiricism and pseudo-positivism towards and of the living, self-constructing and struggling human subject. 

 

This is in the discipline of empirical psychology, empirical psychologies and paradigms and models of the discipline of empirical psychology and the social, human and educational sciences. 

This is as exemplified, expressed and come to being in their standards of judgement and modes of validation/validity, evaluation, self-conceptualisation, self-legitimation, enquiring, conveyance and legitimation of theoretical conceptualisation that are at the core of the traditional humanistic critique that in itself is a propositional model and paradigm in the discipline of psychology, philosophy and the human, social and educational sciences. 

 

By propositional model, I am again meaning a mode of perception and view that is considering itself to be the appropriate and most valid one for the specific, intending subject of enquiry, interest and practice and that is thriving and self-validating at the expense of the other models and theories for the subject that it is seeking to defend and sustain itself against their refuting it and to eliminate and replace them in order to prove and show its own validity.

 

 

As I already said, [This practice of constructing this heuristic tool and approach of mine is my Sartrean life’s project and commitment and what gives my life and practice ontological/existential meaning and the phenomenological experience of being productive and contributing, as well as self-gratification, empowerment, dignity, authenticity and aesthetic, ethical and authentic quality of life and existence and my leading and living it in the world for myself.

 

In my talking about and my critical reflection on my practice of constructing such a humanistic constructive/applied critical heuristics, I am talking about an act that is my Sartrean life project of true, authentic and profound ontological commitment, passion and dedication and even ontological self-association and that I have been working throughout my entire adult life on and am planning to pursue with my entire professional and personal life. 

 

This is as a mode to provide an/the optimal passion, existential/ontological meaning, productivity, gratification, integrity, ontological security, sustainability and essence to my life, existence and being/becoming-in-the-world. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

This is as well as ethical, epistemological and didactic contribution to a field, discipline, colleagues and peers.  This is as a mode to attain, further and enrich self-empowerment, self-fulfilment, integrity and social status, niche, dignity, self-respect and respect from the community and ethos in which I live and am leading my life, ontology, ethics and professional practice and a success in what I am doing and aspiring to create, develop and accomplish. 

 

Hence, my work is embodied within me, my own ontological and ethical intentions and aspirations and their constructive implementations. And in turn within what is giving me my ontological/existential meaning and being productive and contributing, as well as self-gratification, empowerment, dignity, authenticity and aesthetic, ethical and authentic quality of life and existence and my leading and living it in the world for myself.

 

I now wish to provide the autoethnographical narrative for you:

 

VI. This naturally leads to the following questions

 

Who Am I? And What Do I want? What is my Background? Where I Am Coming From? What is my Embodied, Post-Propositional Personal story?  [Here I bring a story of how I have come up with this position]

 

 

I am therefore embodying my work within my life and my endeavour to empower and actualise it and myself as optimally as I can.  I am doing so through my research question.   And my life for the purpose of this presentation and my conveyance of this heuristics and heuristic question is its working to convincingly convey, clarify, explain, exemplify and legitimate this idea of mine, to develop and push it forward and to establish and push forward my career and professional practice as the person and professional who is aspiring to do so.

 

I am doing this work as I am an academic ontologist and a psychologist of human existence who has been and is still reflecting upon the role of this field of practice, interest and ontology of mine (who I am and am conceptualising myself as here and in my work and practice) for and within the applicable, real-life, real-world life, practices, self-conceptualisation and living, self-constructing and empowerment of individuals in real-world situations and scenarios. 

 

 

 

 

 

I feel an alienation, disembodiment and detachment between the academic, empirical enquiries into the human subject and the applicable, embodied, ostensive and living real-world lives of the individual human subjects in real-life, real-world situations and scenarios.  I am embodying my entire research within this feeling.

 

I personally feel that no existing form of structured empirical psychology and heuristic approach to and heuristic tool of human existence in academia is able to conceptualise, evaluate and convey the meanings of my leading my present life in the world.  I feel that if I do feel and experience this then there is no reason in the world for any human subject and being not to feel and embody within his/her own ontology this frustration and resentment towards the academic enquiries into him/her and the discipline of empirical psychology and the social, human and educational sciences in particular. 

 

Thus, the discipline of empirical psychology that is the discipline of the human subject and his/her understanding and knowledge fail to analyse, enquire into and conceptualise my actual, embodied, living and emerging existence and being/becoming in the world and in turn to fulfil the role and essence of the discipline.

 

I believe that the reasons for this is their embodiments within the propositional models and empirical psychologies as heuristic tools and modes of conceptualisation, analysis, enquiring into and approaches to human existence.  This is within the above mode of validation and legitimation.

 

I started feeling this way and have been extremely passionate about it in my third year as an undergraduate psychology.  The dominating paradigm was positivistic, experimental and quantitative Representional cognitive psychology. 

 

There was no mention whatsoever of qualitative work in the BPS curriculum that I studied.  My own interest was Humanistic and Existential psychology and philosophies that has started as a teenager reading the classic Existential texts of authors like Sartre, Camus, Frankl, Becket and the philosophy and theatre of the Absurd, increasingly becoming my living doctrine and life philosophy and religion and upon engaging with humanistic psychology, Laing, the Philadelphia association, May, Rogers, Maslow, Logotherapy, Boss and Binswanger my choice of career and professional practice. 

 

In the 1990s I wished to examine this feeling of mine.   I have embarked on a large-scale postgraduate study into the interrelationship between Humanism and phenomenology and the discipline of empirical psychology; a study that has stretched itself within its large scope over the entire second half of the 1990s.   

 

I have undertaken an historical and theoretical/philosophical textual analytical examination of the entire history of the discipline of empirical psychology and its conceptualisation of and enquiries into the human subject. 

 

This is in light of my humanistic passions and ideas on individualistic autonomy, self-construction, need and will for self-empowerment and self-actualisation.

 

What I have discovered has been a series of wholly propositional models - Mentalism, Behaviourism, Cognitivism and post-positivistic discursive, Constructivism and Social Constructionism - that are reducing and mechanising the human subject into the following:

 

i.                    Mental experiences and the controlled, experimental and quantitative study of experiences and the immediate experiences of human experiences (I am talking about the empirical psychology propsitional model of Mentalism with Wundt and Ebbinghaus’ empirical Introspectionism and James’ theoretical phenomenological approach to human cognition):

 

ii.                  Controlled, experimental and quantitative study of overt behaviours and conditioned responses to provided and controlled stimuli, classical or operant (I am talking about the empirical psychology propsitional model of Behaviourism of Watson, Tolman and Skinner);

 

iii.                Controlled, quantitative, experimental study of mental and cognitive innate, rationalistic, faculties and abilities ((I am talking about the empirical psychology propsitional model of Representational cognitive psychology of Miller, Chomsky, Pylyshyn, Nisbett and Wilson)      And

 

 

 

 

 

iv.               The qualitative, naturalistic study of discourses and human interactions and the dynamics of social interrelationships and relationships.  I am talking about the newly established paradigm in empirical psychology of Post-Positivisic Social Constructionism of the Gergens, Billig, Potter, Parker and Antaki

 

 

Above all, I have shown and analysed the situation in which each of these models is claiming itself to the most appropriate and meaningful manner to enquire into, analyse and conceptualise human existence.

 

In 2003 within the context of an international Critical psychology conference at Bath, I reflected back and wrote on this textual analytic historical work of mine:

 

In the third part of the presentation then, I have shown the audience a slide I have  that said “Problems With Existing, Mainstream Psychology (Serper, 1999]”.

 

 

III. [showing third slide; “Problems With Existing, Mainstream Psychology (Serper, 1999]”.

 

And I went on to say

 

My principal argument was that the historic inclination (prescribed by radical positivism) to affiliate empirical psychology with the natural sciences which can be reduced to mathematical quantities (in line with Comte’s positivism) tends to alienate the human subject from real-life situations and interactions, to reduce, automatise and mechanise the human agent and to be subject to scientific bias, inauthenticity and scholasticism.

 

At the same time, radical post-positivistic Social Constructionism tends to absorb and ‘swallow’ the individual, holistic, autonomous, self-constructing, self-defining, condemned to free-will unique human agent in the contextual, the communal, the verbal discourse, the deterministic, the historical and the social. 

 

It does not devote itself to him/her as such, namely as a human subject that can transcend the contextual, cultural, historical, verbal discourse and social and even himself/herself and his/her own existence. 

 

The models’ system in psychology is devoted to social and cognitive elements and processes, behaviours, actions, verbal discourses, conscious experiences, social interactions etc., rather than to the human subject as a total unit in the world. 

 

In that 2003 Bath International Critical Psychology Conference presentation, I have told my audience that the conclusion to my mid 1990s’ historical textual analysis work has appealed for a more holistic psychology.  One that is wholly devoted to and is living and embodied within the actual, ostensive, living, emerging, self-constructing and self-developing human subject and being/becoming within his/her applicable real-world situations and scenarios.

 

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Indeed - Upon finishing this textual analytic examination of the history of the discipline of empirical psychology and its heuristic propositional models and theories of and for the studying and conceptualisation of the human subject and his/her existence, I have spent the late 1990s and the 2000s seeking to work at the production of a constructive, engaging, applicable and productive response to the reductive, severing and mechanistic heuristic engagement with and the conceptualisation of the human subject within the academic, empirical social, human and educational science. 

 

Nonetheless, I was stuck within the very propositional logic that I criticised as reductive and mechanistic but then knew of no post-propositional alternative to it in academic engagement and enquiries which mode of validation and legitimation was defined by the Aristotelian and Popperian rules of conjectures and refutations that perceived the legitimation and validation of a claim and idea as and by resisting to its refutation and by and as its refuting and eliminating and seeking to eliminate its contradicting and what is a misfit within it. 

 

As I have found out, shown and illustrated in details to my peers and colleagues in my former wholly theoretical, textual-analytic and propositional humanistic critical psychology work –

 

According to these traditional rules and logic the Mentalistic ideas and works do not fit within the Behaviouristic paradigm; that in turn does not fit within the Representationalistic paradigm; that does not fit within the post-positivistic, social constructionist one. 

 

And similarly, the positivistic and quantitative rules, norms and enquiries do not fit within the post-positivistic, naturalistic and qualitative rules, norms enquiries and vice versa.

 

In turn each model eliminates and replaces its predecessor and is being replaced and eliminated by its successor.

 

  Also, the humanistic critique of the empirical models of the days - of the 1950s and 1960s and presently has remained within a theoretical, disembodied and propositional critique and the Gestalt psychologists who propositionally criticised the Mentalists were either propositionally made invalid by the Behaviourists or made killed by the Nazis.

 

Thus there is always a situation where one propositional model is imposing and inflicting itself on the other models and in turn seeks to refute and eliminate them in order to sustain and I believe impose and inflict itself.

 

This situation in which the propositional logic and reasoning are completely dominating the research of my field of and into my areas of interest, did not fit my endeavour to construct a more embodied, holistic, applied/applicable and living psychology, theory, model and heuristics of human existence and the human subject that is wholly, livingly and applicably embodied within and critically engaging with the life and living/leading of the human existence. 

 

This is rather than within the propositional statements, models and theories of what he/she is like.  I am talking about the statements that are being sought to be validated and legitimated by the research into human living/lived phenomena and experiences and meanings of being a human subject and an individual in the world. 

 

I’d like to emphasise that my aim in my research is not to eliminate the propositional logic but to humanise it, embody and live it and push it forwards to a more living, embodied, applied/applicable and ostensive form that would fit my intentions, values and beliefs.  Otherwise, I am nothing but a fool and a farce.

 

I already discussed in details what I regard to be the problems with this propositional logic of statements and their validations and legitimation.  This is as far as the conceptualisation, analysis of and enquiring into the phenomena of human existence and the human subject is concerned.

 

 I was stuck, despairing, feeling an ontological void, frustrated, angry and feeling stuck, in the same place and even going backwards in my own professional and personal, ontological and ethical development.  This is as far my passions and interests are concerned.

 

In 2003, I came across the living educational theory approach to educational, practitioner and action research and the explanation and conceptualisation of teaching practices in real-life classroom situations

 

The living theory approach to practitioner, educational and practitioner research is offering an applied heuristic tool to directly engage with, account for, conceptualise and explain the concrete, given, embodied, ostensive and living, emerging and transforming practice of the given, living, ostensive practitioner who is living and practicing it. 

 

It is pushing forward Schön’s idea of reflective practice and practitioner - that is nonetheless using the Aristotelian and Popperian mode of validation and legitimation – This is into an embodied and living form that transcends the wholly propositional one.  And it is seeking to use dialectic, living, embodied and inclusional mode of reasoning and validating for the validation and conveyance of its enquiries and for their standards of judgement.  

 

Schön’s emphasise on the Popperian propositional logic as a mode of validation is well evident in Schön (1991) edited book – The Reflective Turn – that displays case studies in and on Educational Practice where he specifically describe Popper’s rules of conjectures and refutations as the most appropriate ones for reflective enquiries and their legitimation and validation.

 

For its part, the Living Educational Theory approach to Reflective Practice and Practitioner Research is doing so using a more applied/applicable, living, embodied, ostensive and dialectic version of critical, applied/applicable and systematic Action and Practitioner Research.  

 

This is within a direct, embodied and emerging enquiry into this very practice that is directly led and guided by the question ‘How do I improve my practice and what I am doing’? and the systematic public enquiring into this question - And is intentionally sought to publicly analyse and convey the findings, data and evidence of and for this improvement or the failure to improve and the reflective learning from this failure. 

 

This is as the creation of a living theory of the engagement with this practice and the learning from it.  This is coupled with the intentions of the practitioner in regards to it.

 

This is in line with his/her values, passion and what is important and meaningful to him/her in regards to it and its actualisation and fulfilment within an optimally meaningful and productive manner for him/her. 

 

This is within what he/she is doing and intending and aspiring to do, construct, accomplish and push forward, enrich and develop in his/her field/discipline. 

 

This is equally intentionally embodied within his/her desire to contribute to peers and colleagues and the future of humanity and push forward his/her social influence and interrelationships with his/her field, colleagues and peers.

 

I am letting Jack Whitehead and his three presentations with fellow living educational theorists, colleagues and students, here in this World Congress convey the meanings of his/their own research and approach and in particular the meanings of the living, embodied educational theories of individual practitioners.

 

It is needless to put many words into how much the ability to transcend the propositional in academic, empirical, methodological, ethical, epistemological and educational research enquiries means to me and my research progress. 

 

Similarly it is of little need to elaborate on how much the ability to transform human research into the embodied, applicable and living form and the autonomous, humanistic, self-constructing, self-developing, self-empowering, self-actualising, self-analysing, self-conveying and self-expressing individual and ‘I’ in-the-world means to my research progress.

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In In saying this, I am thinking of Adorno’s critique of Heidegger and Heidegger’s idea of dasein for being too abstractive/conceptual and formal and not living, embodied, actualised and personalised/personified/embodied. 

 

ThiThis is as expressed by Schroyer’s Foreword to Adorno’s (1973) book The Jargon of Authenticity. Published by Routledge and Kegan Paul.

 

Schroyer writes:

 

Adorno’s thesis is that Heidegger’s notion of selfness remains a reified tributary of Husserl’s concept of the subject. This concept of subject, in attempting to overcome the pure possibility of the ontic, claims to be itself concrete.

 

Hence, Heidegger dogmatically proclaims his concept of existence as something in opposition to identity – while at the same time he “continues the tradition of the doctrine of identity with his implicity definition of the self through its own preservation.”

 

Hence, Adorno examines the notions of “Dasein,” “authenticity,” “death,” “care,” etc., and shows that their use evades the issue of historical determinateness by means of a primary and absolute creative subject – which is, by definition, supposedly untouched by reification.

 

Hence the aura of authenticity in Heidegger is that it names “nothing”; the “I” remains formal and yet pretends that the word contains content in-itself.

 

For Adorno, Heidegger’s existentialism is a new Platonism which implies that authenticity comes in the complete disposal of the person over himself – as if there were no determination emerging from the objectivity of history.” 

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VII. This was the/My Background and embodied history and story of my history that I gave you And Now to My Present Research

 

As I said above - In and Within my research, I am seeking to ontologise the Living Educational Theory approach to educational and practitioner research and shift it to the following domains:

 

i.                    Constructive, applied/applicable, critical humanistic psychology of the human subject;

 

ii.                  Living, embodied, reflective and embodied ontology;

 

iii.                Applied, living, applicable and embodied ethics.  This is within my emphasis on ethics and my idea of it as leading the optimal, constructive/productive, empowering, gratifying and meaningful existence in the world for oneself.

 

The first domain is exemplified and expressed as a mode to conceptualise my human existence and the phenomena of being/becoming a human being and myself in the world and the enquiries into them.  This is within a more embodied and living fashion that is active/constructive, engaging, ostensive and applied/applicable as well as reflective, reflexive, autonomous, self-constructing, auto-poietic and empowering and self-actualising one.  By Auto-poiesis I mean a self-organising change from within.

 

 

This is as a direct response to the traditional academic and empirical mechanical, alienating and disembodied wholly propositional heuristic tools that I perceive to be reductive, degrading and dehumanising and that described above in details. 

 

 

The second and third domains express, exemplify and embrace my reflective practice act of critically, heuristically and reflectively practicing and working at my own empowerment, self-gratification, self-fulfilment and self-actualisation within my real-life, real-world engagements. 

 

And my intentional practice of leading the most dignifying, productive, worthwhile, gratifying, empowering and self-actualising existence that I can for myself. 

 

 

This is as a mode to transform my ontology of leading and living my embodied life and being/becoming-in-the-world into the active (intentional and implemented) and active-reflective ethics and ethos of working, intending, planning and struggling at and to be leading this embodied ontology of mine within the optimal aesthetic, ethical and authentic quality and meanings that I am capable of. 

 

This is within the specific context, lived/living situations and scenarios in which I live and am embodied/embedded within, emerge and auto-poietically self-construct myself within the most dignifying, empowering and self-actualising manner.  I call this context ethos. 

 

By ontology I mean my being/becoming-in-the-world and my being myself.   I imply in it the state of being that is simply there for me and that has been launched and inflicted upon me by my passive act of being born.  

 

By my active and constructive act of ethics and intentional struggle to construct the most gratifying, empowering, actualising, meaningful, constructive and productive existence for myself within an ethos, I relate to, interrelate with, define, redefine, conceptualise, explain and clarify my ontology and the way I engage and live my existence and my being myself in the world. 

 

This is within an active, productive, constructive, reflective, reflexive, systematic, relational and contributing fashion. 

 

This takes me to Action Research and critical reflective Practitioner Research and their methodological, educational and epistemological and ontological essence and intention. 

 

Living cannot be used in this niche and scope. 

 

But living and leading [a] life within a productive, meaningful and ethical fashion that is empowering, actualising and gratifying for the living enquirer, ontological living action researcher and living theoretician could be and I think is very educational and epistemological. 

 

What can be of more value to a human being and any researcher than living and learning and self-educating to live and lead a [more] meaningful productive, constructive, empowering, actualising, dignifying, ontologically securing and gratifying life in the world? 

 

No matter how positivistic or pseudo-positivistic the academic empirical researcher is, he/she is essentially and ontologically a human being first.  I have yet to read and even encounter a publication written by a dog or cat or a machine.

 

 Self-actualisation, empowerment and gratification are certainly the units of appraisal of my research and suggested heuristics of human existence.

 

I am seeking to construct a post-propositional, autoethnographical ontological living theory of person’s (myself) being/becoming-in-the-world. 

 

I am seeking to use my heuristic research question as the embodied and living standards of judgement for my research into my present life and emergence in the world.

 

Thus I have adopted the Adorno’s critique of Heidegger in embodied practice and Whitehead’s epistemology and heuristics.  This is even though, I am far more a Humanistic Heideggerian than a Marxist social researcher, theoretician, psychologist and scientist.

 

I feel that I have cracked and moved away from an impasse that I was stuck in for years 

 

I am talking about the impasse of How to constructively criticise the propositional use and logic of propositional heuristic models and theories that I regard as alienating, mechanistic, pseudo-positivistic and dehumanising whilst being forced to act from within the same logic and heuristic milieu, simply for the reason of having no other/alternative option and possibility.

 

This has pushed forward my own research and helped me shift and reconstruct my existence, ontology and practice from critical, theoretical humanistic psychologist to a practical, applied/applicable, constructive critical ontological post-propositional, living theory one. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Being that I have felt ungratified, ontologically insecured, unfulfilled and existentially void with my existence and actual and intended practice as this critical, wholly theoretical, humanistic psychologist. 

 

And that I wanted to come up and legitimate a practical, applicable and applied way to constructively, empirically and applicably solve the problems and issues of the disembodiment, mechanisation and alienation of the human subject in traditional, academic research -

This present research and ontology has provided me with greater meaning and the living phenomenological experience and feeling of being productive and a contributing being and member of my community and ethos.  This is as well as with empowerment, ontological security and gratification. 

 

I thus can truly and authentically say to you and feel and have myself appear to you and myself and conceptualise myself and have myself conceptualised by you as living and embodying my heuristic question and enquiry heuristics of human existence as an Ontological Living Theory of a person’s existence. 

 

I am not just talking and yakking about propositionally.  I am actually and livingly living it and embodying it with and within my human existence.  Two years ago I have introduced the term – de-yakking and called myself, my heuristics and my work into its construction and development a de-yakker and de-yakking of human existence.

 

Let me give you

VIII. An Embodied, Living and Autoethnographical Example and Illustration of What I am Saying And Arguing

 

The present introduced heuristics of human existence is wholly embodied within the reflective practice of being a person and seeking and working at constructing a more meaningful, productive/constructive, gratifying, fulfilling, empowering, ontologically securing and sustaining, dignifying and contributing existence in the world for oneself. 

 

As such the post-positivistic feature of the present introduced heuristics of human existence is embodied within the Schönian epistemology of reflective practice within the domains of the studying and explanation of human professional and applicable practices and skills and their training (therapists, counsellors, architects, teachers). 

 

 

This is instead of the Constructionist and Discursive ones that are traditionally utilised and drawn upon by empirical critical psychology in its endeavour to move the enquiries into and the conceptualisation of the human subject and human existence from the controlled, quantitative, experimental, mechanistic and positivistic engagement with the human subject and his/her existence. 

 

This is into more qualitative, naturalistic, post-Cartesian, post-positivistic and relational, inter-relational and dynamic ones in natural human situations, scenarios and interrelationships. 

 

I am talking about the traditional empirical critical psychology ideas of works that are influenced by the works of Wittgenstein on language and thinking; Piaget and Vygotzky and the soviet school of the influence of social interactions on individuals’ development; and Garfinkel’s ethnography and ethnomethodology. 

 

I am talking about works that are represented by empirical works like those of Mick Billig and his Loughborough DARG group and Ian Parker and the Manchester Metropolitan group, Potter, Antaki, Discourse and Conversational Analysis, the Gergens, Shotter and Harré.  And many more.

 

[ ; Harre,   I  ; Alexa Hebburn (2002),  ; Parker ;Fox and Prilleltensky, 1997).] 

 

In my attempt to move from positivistic, mechanistic, quantitative research, the post-positivistic, constructionist, discursive and post-Cartesian has been the natural thing to do. 

 

I have indeed moved from theoretical, critical humanistic psychology to constructive/applicable empirical/experimental social science and started an experimental work that has sought to combine qualitative and quantitative heuristic tools and to have them attune and balance each other up. This is within a research work into cognition, socio-cognition, learning and internalisation.

 

Still, my need to use and draw on the propositional logic and mode of engagement, enquiries and reasoning and to come up with a propositional statement to validate and legitimate has shifted me to living action research and my present embodied research of conveying my research question and heuristics of human existence through embodiment within my life and leading it. 

 

This move has been caused by my feelings that the former does not provide me with the feelings of living and experiencing a meaningful and productive existence for myself and those experiences of gratification, fulfilment, dignity, integrity, ontological security and sustainability that I long and yearn for.  This is from and for myself and within what I am striving to do, act out and achieve in my practice and what I am doing and seeking to accomplish. 

 

They may act within mainstream and good politics of truth but they certainly do not represent my values, passions and beliefs in regards to my field, interests, intentions and passion. 

 

I felt existential/ontological void, non-gratification, and insecurity and indignity and inauthenticity, a true Sartrean mouvaise foi – ill-faith. 

 

I needed to do something constructive, valuable and productive.  And I have moved to the Living Theory Action Research niche and started my present work of developing this niche and pushing if forwards to my own areas of interests, practices, passions and interests.

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Let me say a few words about the transformation of Ontology into Ethics:

IX. Ontology to Ethics: Practically, Dynamically, Livingly and Applicable:

 

In my textual paper for this World Congress’ proceeding, I have written the following: 

 

I regard this practice of leading the most productive, meaningful, fulfilling, dignifying, contributing, actualising and gratifying existence in, with and towards the world for oneself, that one can, to be the most important ethical obligation of a human being. 

 

This is within his/her ontology of being launched into the world and living himself/herself to death in it. 

 

I regard this Ontological/Existential experience of being thrown into the world without one’s permission to involve a self-requirement to make it optimally worthwhile and significant for oneself.  

 

 

I think most people can relate to and with this paragraph and intuitively, implicitly and explicitly and rationally understand it from within their own, embodied and living existence and critical and evaluative reflection upon it and within it. 

 

 

What I believe is needed is an embodiment and exemplification within the life and existing in the world of the individuals who are willing to draw on it and to offer an enquiry into this question.  What does it mean for one to live such an ethical ontology!

 

This includes those colleagues of mine who are against the individualistic approach.  I invite them to embody this heuristic question within their anti-individualistic and anti-humanistic approach.

 

 

It is indeed important to me to emphasise here that I am exemplifying the heuristics using my own embodied feelings, living/lived phenomenological experiences, values and morality.

 

In my work and conveyance of my suggested heuristics, I am reflectively and heuristically using and drawing on my own heuristics and heuristic question and doing so on my own existence and existing as a way of showing and conveying the meanings of this question and heuristics of human existence for me. 

 

This is as well being a post-propositional de-yakker rather than a propositional Yakker.   This is all that I can and willing to do.  

 

Those are my own. They belong to me and me alone and are embodied within me and my life and my life and me alone.  

 

They can merely be conceptualised and perceived as such.  They are right to me and me alone.  They have an applicably embodied value and by no means a universal, propositional, generalising and standardised value. 

 

I shall never ask others to use and draw on my own ethics and values within their own ontological and ethical enquiries into their own ontology, education, epistemology and ethics. 

 

 

 

Those are mine and intended by me for me and my existence.  I consider any act of trying to call upon others to use my own values and ethics within their own ontological, educational, epistemological and ethical enquiries to be pedagogic, impositional and degrading and dehumanising towards the human subject.

 

I self educate not educate. And self-construct rather than construct.  I am predominantly concerned with and worry about my own values and leave others to worry about theirs’. 




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X. How Does It Work in Practice Within A Living Embodiment: Another example

 

Why Am I Here Now Doing What I am Doing Here And Now?

 

I am here presenting this idea, passion and work of mine.  This is my present existence and existing in the world and what I am presently doing within my emerging here and now: I am an academic ontological living action researcher, a constructively critical, post-propositional, applied humanistic psychologist who is presenting his/my ideas at this World Congress.

 

This existence and act and practice of it means that a few days ago I have left my study and computer and my present unfortunate existence of listening the whole day to what is happening with the Second Lebanon War and came here to Groningen to present my work, ideas and writings to you.   

 

Why? What is the meanings of this act, who am I here and why?  I could have gone to the Bahamas to relax a bit, I could have acted, legally or illegally for my economic well-being.  I could have stayed and complete a paper for publication and finish my intended publications that I am currently working on more quickly.

 

 

 

 

Still, I have committed this act as I believed it enables me to push forward my existence and to construct a more productive, gratifying, empowering, meaningful and actualising existence in the world for myself.  I believe this act increases my research and directly means and implies my leading a more, productive/constructive, empowering and ontological securing and sustaining existence in the world for myself. Why?

 

My research practice implies mostly a reflective approach of writing ideas that I am self-dialectically and reflectively engaging with myself and my own existence and existing in the world and existing well and ethically, productively, gratifyingly and meaningfully for myself. 

 

I do occasionally bring them to the awareness and critical engagement of my academic peers and colleagues. Still, I am doing this research as a traditional personality and critical humanistic psychologist who is seeking to conceptualise and theorise human existence and the meanings of being a person in the world. 

 

I have recently found a paper by a fellow personality psychologist who is seeking to do what I myself aspiring to do and produce a theory of a living person. 

 

Nonetheless, he has been grounding himself in the traditional wholly propositional and disembodied mode of engagement, analysis, enquiring and conveyance in academia.  And has failed, or did not know how, to transcend it. 

 

I am talking about Dreier’s (1999) paper on his appeal for a theory about the person and the person’s personal social practices and embodied, personal-social trajectories:  A paper published in the journal Outlines and is entitled “Personal Trajectories of Participation across Contexts of Social Practice”.

 

I myself have chosen to move to living, post-propositional practitioner research and Living Educational Theory.  And I do feel isolated as a psychologist of human existence and applied ontologist and ethician who is working within traditional academia on theoretical and academic ideas in an attempt to push them forwards. 

 

I am not a professional practitioner in the Schönian and Whiteheadean sense.  I am essentially a personality psychologist, ontologist and ethician.

 

I feel that I do not naturally fit within a specific niche.  I feel falling between the chairs and niches.

 

Whilst interrelating and embodying the various unrelated domains, ontologies, research practices, intentions and essences within me and what I am endeavouring to construct, innovate and convey for legitimacy is my innovation and strength, I do feel isolated and lonely: physically, ideologically and practically.  Occasionally, I do feel saturated and exhausted.  And I feel I cannot handle this research and work any longer.

 

Coming here and presenting this work moves me from the reflective dialogue with myself and INTO open dialogues with others from very different backgrounds and places.  This refreshes and energises me.  It enables me to move on and proceed.

 

 

 

And I do need this. Coming here gives me an opportunity to be, to relate and to interrelate with others in a comfortable surrounding, away from the everyday pressures and chores and to discuss and share ideas in a calm and patient manner with no pressure want my peers and colleagues.

 

And I do want to engage and relate and interrelate to others

 

I feel I have constructed something useful, applied/applicable and meaningful within my critically and constructively critically, applied reflective research on the issues and problems of my field and found a possible heuristic solution to show and clarify to my peers and colleagues.  I have constructed this idea alone and have interacted with the same group of people whom I know and who know me very well and with whom the interaction has become rather predictable and repetitive. 

 

This World Congress provides me with the opportunity to engage with experts in action research who are working with action and practitioner research far longer than me and within different context.  It enables me to meet and interact face to face with relevant individuals, peers and colleagues, to refresh my ideas, thinking and my practice and gain influence within my field and areas of practice.

 

It enables me to fulfil my ontological, educational and epistemological need to hear productive comments and constructive critiques on my work, ideas, my own constructive critiques and my suggested heuristic solution and possibility. 

 

This is in order to be able to learn from them and relate to them in my next writings and subsequently to enrich my ideas and meanings. 

 

It enables me to push forward my passion, interests, intentions and practices, to fulfil and act out my own research heuristic question and to lead a more productive, meaningful, constructive, gratifying, fulfilling, dignifying, ontologically securing and sustainable existence in the world for myself.

 

Thus I do feel that coming here is a way to push forward my research and ontology and make it more productive and meaning for myself.  And this research and ontology are presently my life, my life’s passion and Sartrean life’s project.

 

This is embodied within and is certainly a part of my living and leading my own living, engaging, embodied and post-propositional constructive critical humanistic psychology and heuristics of human existence that I am suggesting and presenting here for your critical engagement, convinction and legitimacy.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

XI.                                                     References

 

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Schön, D, A. (1983a) The Reflective Practitioner: How Professionals Think in Action. Temple Smith. London.  Quotes are from Schön, D. A. (1991). (2nd Ed.) The Reflective Practitioner: How Professionals Think in Action. Ashgate Publishing Ltd. Avebury

 

Schön, D. (1987a). Educating the Reflective Practitioner. Harvester.  New York.

 

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Schön, D. A. (1991). (2nd Ed.) The Reflective Practitioner: How Professionals Think in Action. Ashgate Publishing Ltd. Avebury

 

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Serper, A. (1999). A Study of the Conception of Man in Empirical Psychology by Using Textual Analysis.  Thesis submitted in partial fulfilment of requirements for the degree of Individual Graduate Programme at the Hebrew University of Jerusalem.  Thesis supervised by Prof. G. Motzkin. The Hebrew University.  Jerusalem.

 

Serper, A. (2003).  Self-Reflexive, Self-Narrative, Self-Constructive, Individualistic Living Accounts As Post-positivistic Heuristic Tools for the Questions of the Human Subject and the Human Existence in the World.  Paper presented at the International Conference of Critical Psychology. University of Bath, 31st of August, 2003. Bath. United Kingdom. Retrieved 6th of May, 2004 from http://www.bath.ac.uk/%7Epspas/critpsy.htm

 

Serper, A. (2006).  Alon Serper’s HomePage. http://www.bath.ac.uk/~pspas/.  See the Introduction, the enclosed writings of human existence and the attempt to study it and the ideas, writings and work of the present paper’s author, as well as the accompanying electronic mail forums for interrelationships with other enquirers and with engagers and readers of my work and the hectic discussions they entail.

 

Whitehead, J. (1981). A Practical Example of A Dialectical Approach to Educational Research in Human Enquiry. In Reason, P. and Rowan. (Eds). (1981). The Human Inquiry: A Sourcebook of New Paradigm Research. John Wiley.  New York

 

Whitehead, J. (1985) An analysis of an individual's educational development - the basis for personally orientated action research. In Shipman, M. (Ed.) Educational Research: Principles, Policies and Practice, pp. 97-108; Falmer. London.

 

Whitehead J. (1989a). Creating a living educational theory from questions of the kind , " How do I improve my practice”? Cambridge Journal of Education , 19, 41-52.

Whitehead, J. (1989b). How do we Improve Research-based Professionalism in Education?-A question which includes action research, educational theory and the politics of educational knowledge. British Educational Research Journal, 15, 1, 3-17.

Whitehead, J. (1993). The Growth of Educational Knowledge; Creating Your Own Living Educational Theories. Bournmouth. Hyde

 

Whitehead, J. (1999a). How Do I Improve My Practice? Creating A Discipline of Education through Educational Inquiry.  Unpublished Doctoral Thesis. The University of Bath.  Retrieved 23 March 2004 from http://www.bath.ac.uk/~edsajw/writings/phdok.doc

 

Whitehead, J. (2004a). What Counts as Evidence in the Self-studies of Teacher Education Practices? In Loughran, J. J., Hamilton, M. L., LaBoskey V. K & Russell, T. (Eds.). (2004). International Handbook of Self-Study of Teaching and Teacher Education Practices. Kluwer Academic Publishers. Dordrecht

 

Whitehead, J. (2004b). Do Action Researchers' Expeditions Carry Hope for the Future of Humanity? How Do We Know? An Enquiry Into Reconstructing Educational Theory and Educating Social Formations. This was published in the October 2004 issue of the e-Journal Action Research Expeditions Retrieved 29 March 2005 from http://www.arexpeditions.montana.edu/articleviewer.php?AID=80

 

 

Whitehead, J. (2006a). Living Educational Theory Approach to Action Research.  Accessible from http://www.actionresearch.net. See the living theory theses and dissertations at: http://www.bath.ac.uk/~edsajw/living.shtml and the writings, works and practices concerning the Living Educational Theory Approach to Action Research in the Web pages. See the hectic discussions in the electronic mail forums.

 

Whitehead, J. and McNiff, J. (2006).  Living Theory Action Research. Sage. London.

 

 

 

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